A woman said that when a woman cheats, it is an abyss of no return. This is the experience of a cheating woman, with her consent, summarized as follows:...CONTINUE READING
My husband is a very motivated man who loves me well. We are a long-distance couple. Every time he comes back from vacation, he will buy me a lot of gifts and the things I like to eat. We are far apart, but we video chat for two to three hours every day. He always feels guilty and guilty for not being able to be with me. He really dotes on me very much and is very kind to me. Good. It gave me the illusion that no matter what I did, he would forgive me.
I will never forget it in my life.
The moment my husband found out that I was cheating on him, the expression on his face was painful, sad, helpless, heartbroken, and angry, which made me afraid to say anything safe.
At that moment, I discovered with horror that my husband might never be able to forgive the mistake I made this time. He gave up his high-paying job that was far away from home. In the six months after returning home, my husband was always on the verge of collapse.
I was really scared, and I felt sorry for him. Looking at his red eyes, I cried and begged him to forgive me. I really blamed myself. In order to make up for my mistakes, I would have died.
My husband said he didn’t need me to die, he wanted to die.
For the sake of our children, we did not divorce, but my husband and I will never go back to the past. He does not work as hard as before.
I often hear him on the phone being scolded by his boss. I want to comfort him, but he looks at me coldly and says, I used to work hard for you and my children, but now, you are no longer worthy.
In the past, he never socialized and took over all the company’s social activities. He used to be on a business trip and couldn’t get back home. Now he is looking for excuses to stay away from home for a while.
In daily life, my husband and I will never chat or joke again. Except for the children, he will basically not talk to me. Even if we quarrel, we can’t quarrel.
